From Disconnection to Truth — Why I Started My YouTube Channel
Since a very young age, I have felt disconnected from myself and my life.
I’ve suffered from depression.
I’ve tried to take my own life — twice.
I didn’t know what the point of life was.
I couldn’t connect with others or feel real love.
I was scared of being alive, yet if you’d met me, you wouldn’t have known because I pushed it all down and pretended everything was okay. This hiding created shame and guilt and eventually led me to see that if I didn’t do something about my feelings, I would have a nervous breakdown.
And now, years of healing later, I’ve come to realise that my suffering isn’t something to be ashamed of. It’s something to learn from.
All of it — the fear, the shame, the disconnection — has been a teacher. You might have heard this message before and think it’s a bit fluffy and lacks substance, but- once you are on this path or healing, you get to know yourself so well and the first major realisation is that you can’t change what’s happened to you or who you are. This is huge!! Even at the beginning of my healing journey I was trying to change me. And now I fully accept all that I am.
I now know that everything in life is love.Our lives flow when we are in the space of love.
When we are stuck in fear, conflict, or judgment, we’re blocking that energy of love. But when we reconnect with what’s inside — with the essence of who we are — life begins to flow again.
This is what my new YouTube channel is all about.
I’m sharing the practices, insights, and truths that helped me remember who I really am: not my trauma, not my beliefs, not my past.
But a human being that’s part of something much bigger.
We all have a part of us that knows what we need — what to do — and what our true purpose is.
Life begins to make sense when we listen to that voice.
If you resonate with this, please check out my channel, subscribe, and share with anyone who might need it.
This journey isn’t meant to be done alone.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUyHEO8xxC1eh1fvYbuPtsg